I am tired, so tired of loving and not being loved in return. I am a hopeless romantic who believes so much in prince charming and happily ever after. No matter how many time I have been hurt I still want to believe that he is somewhere out there for me and that he is just taking his time but I wish sometimes that he could hurry up.
My love life is so complicated and chaotic it feels like running 20 miles on 7 inch high heels.
Love is complicated, painful and can cause unbelievable sorrow that leaves one drained, empty and depressed.
After each heartbreak and meeting Mr. wrong I still don’t understand where I get this strength to still believe that he will find me eventually someday, somehow, somewhere.
That feeling of worthlessness that comes up when that person who I thought is the one walks away from my life-like nothing even happened. Those night I lie in my bed and cry endlessly for hours and it feels like the tears will never end. And I still walk out of that door with a plastic smile because I don’t want people to think I’M not over it.
I am a broken-hearted girl seeking true love and healing.
No one tells you how hard and painful love is going to be they all tell you how wonderful it feels, no one ever tells you that you might lose yourself all in the name of loving someone or that you have to sacrifice so much only for your heart to be ripped out of your chest
I am angry, frustrated, sad and occasionally depressed.I have know, pain,sorrow and humiliation in my quest for love but am a survivor and I am never giving up.