Dairy of a Broken-hearted Girl; Day 2
“ He is not meant for you, he is not meant for you.” I keep repeating to myself it was never meant to be. But the pain won’t go away
I am a brokenhearted girl and this is Day 2 of my diary.
It feels like my heart is about to be ripped out of my chest.
Dear diary have you ever had a heartbreak without really been in a relationship that is what is going on right now in my life. I thought I was in love and that I was going to be happy but it wasn’t as I thought it.
I really want to do is scream out in frustration and throw something against a wall but I cant because I am so afraid to hear what others might say and see the pity in their eyes.
I want to cut my wrist so badly and see the blood gush out. But I cant I feel like such coward and all I can do is cry and my tears fall silently.
And what hurts the most is coming out from my room with smiles on my face pretending that everything is okay.
Today I realized that I can never force someone to love me because it will bring so much pain and heartaches
I was slowly losing my mind and my heart and all I could was cry
I want to let go but I still don’t know how
In all this pain I still remain a hopeless romantic who believes so much in fairytales and prince charming and I know that he will find me one day it might not be today ,tomorrow. Or even next year but I believe that he will find me.
Love Broken-hearted girl